Biyernes, Setyembre 30, 2011
M&M's
He is the best, He is a treasure and He is the guy every girl would search for. I couldn't believe he was mine. He was super duper sweet, he never left me. In a nut shell HE IS THE BEST THING THAT'S EVER BEEN MINE. I still have him though, but i guess its time to share. I will love him forever and I wont stop hoping.
My epiphany
The last time I saw my boyfriend was a day before the cool off . I left his car pissed with no particular reason. He tried to talk to me but the only words I heard before my phone lost its battery was: "babe nahihirapan na ako..." then my phone died. Feeling bad, I entered my remedial class so lost. I couldn't stop thinking of him and how a dumb ass I was. I couldn't even answer the problem that was flashed on the screen. I was just so bothered with what happened. Then I looked at a certain poster on the left of the board. The words that i saw was "If you are reading this message you are FORTUNATE", "You should be THANKFUL" and "You are one of the LUCKIEST". Then I realized i wanted him more than ever. I wanted to prove it to him but it was too late he left me. Still I wont stop hoping.
The second day
This morning I cried my heart out. I experienced insomnia and a massive headache. I couldn't stop crying the whole night. Part of me misses him so much but the other part wants to ruin his life. I just really want him back, if I could give him everything I would. But its all over now. Its just gonna tear me apart when I find out he's in love with someone else. Im going to miss everything and I wont stop hoping.
The cool off
yesterday night my boyfriend and I cooled off. I took it really hard but it taught me something, I should fix my life. In this blog is all my feelings and reactions about the cool off. I wont stop hoping.
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