kiss me slowly

I'm not sure yet if I'm ready to show this blog to him. I'm scared of the reaction I might get. He might laugh at me and call me stupid for making this. But this is the only place where I could tell everything I feel without anybody telling me how a jerk my boyfriend is. I still love him so much, if I had the chance to kiss him I would take it. Its to late now all I can do is pray. I wont stop hoping babe.